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Thank you Renee,
Yes his comment said it all!
Part of my journey is definitely about finding emotional security from within and this is ultimately a positive side effect of having been with someone who has given me emotional insecurity!
Your kids are blessed to have you too. A big shout to all us mums who are working through this, well done us!!
ok that worked!
Sorry ignore all the half finished bits at the end!!
Also didn’t get the link to work will try again
Hi Renee
I’m so looking forward to living alone with the boys, no more tension, just lots of fun and lots of laughs, a lighthearted joyous home.
There is no doubt that I am the one who supports them emotionally, I am their safety, and we are very close. The next step is removing them from this environment which won’t be for 18 months.
They are lovely boys who have worked out quite a lot about their dad from their own experience. I have twin boys aged 13, one has down syndrome. Children with ds have so much joy to give, he is beautiful with a heart of gold.Can you imagine how a covert narcissist feels about a son with a disability? Sam Vaknin explains:
(Ignore the bit about Munchausen syndrome at the end)
Sam Vaknin is a self confessed narcissist and renowned expert on narcissism. His videos are definitely worth a watch if you haven’t come across him yet).
My son with ds has never had the courage to speak his mind to his dad. Then an extraordinary thing happened a couple of weeks ago. He said to his dad “I want a different dad”, “One who is warm and cozy”. My ex was actually shocked, as if to wonder how has my son with down syndrome managed to get the measure of me? I think my son had been leading up to saying that all his life.
Bye for now
Emma
Kids with ds are also super tuned in to peoples feelings and the emotional environment.
Sadly their dadWhen he is an arsehole they have me
The next step of removing them is
Just thought I’d add the definition of OTRS in case you don’t read the link:
OTRS is a normal response in neurotypical (NT) people as a result of prolonged traumatic stress in an intimate relationship. Symptoms are similar to those seen in people who continuously, for a long time, are exposed to emotional and psychological torture, both mental and physical. The impact is more serious because the traumatic stress, OTRS, is suffered at home in an intimate relationship, and because the surrounding persons typically deny the reality of what is taking place.
The damage to the NT spouse and children occurs insidiously and can continue for decades.
Dear Renee
I’m so glad to have this forum, thank you for setting it up and not making me feel so alone.
I would like to add that whist people with aspegers unintentionally upset people. People with narcissism do it intentionally.
I look forward to more discussion!
Emma
Can’t seem to put link on will try again Aspergers/Narcissism
Just lost everything I wrote!! My fault. So will abbreviate a bit more this time!
By the time you’ve worked out that he’s a covert narcissist your friends and family are either bored, don’t get it, or don’t really believe you (Cassandra Phenomenon). Its hard to explain and quantify. Leaves you very lonely.
You are suffering from OTRS (Ongoing Traumatic Relationship Stress), please read! link:
Don’t be put off by the word aspergers, OTRS applies in just the same way to narcissism. Mine has both. The realisation of Aspergers came first then Narcissism, then Covert Narcissism. I then found out that Narcissism and Aspergers were so similar that it can be difficult to work out which one you’re dealing with. Also that the two conditions are often found together, so the person has a mixture of the two conditions. In fact I believe the effect on him of having Aspergers whilst growing up lead to the creation of the narcissistic false self. If you are interested this link outlines the two conditions and why people find it difficult to here are two charts showing the two conditions:
My son tells me it is time to play frisbee so I’m off for now. I very much hope to hear from you all.
Lots of love
Emma