I’m currently in a marriage that is u healthy I am laying here in bed woth tears going back and forth in my head How bad leaving with affect the kids I’m terrified to make the move or sign the papers because I can’t turn back and I’m scared for the kids and the next 20 years of hell their father will put me and them though . I have a son that has a generic medical condition this also plays a big role in my fear for my move . I wish someone could just save me but I know I have to save myself . Thanks commode Listening I needed to vent