Funny you sent this today. I’ve moved to a new room, talked to two attorneys, and also a legal representative who talked about budgets. I feel better about the financial piece. I have a job lined up—not the best in the universe but it’s a job with future benefits. My husband has written me a reconciliation letter but I wrote back that I no longer feel our marriage can be reconciled. I’m hoping he amicably faces our end. We have one child that’s 14 and 2 adults but one is on the autism spectrum. I’m really sad today but I also know it’s just too broken. And it’s too late to try to fix it. So I’m grieving all the energy I expended and the life I wanted.